So yesterday my estranged husband and I decided to call it quits...Again. I believe this is the 3rd and hopefully last time. He said if we broke up again he won't take me back. I'm hoping he sticks to his word, because I'm not taking him back.
We don't live together, we fight all time, or as he calls it communication. Ugh, I really hate that word, communicate and all it's varieties. I don't ever want to communicate with him ever again. When we talked, he is always right, always the winner and I am never correct and always in the wrong. All I want him to do is go away, give me some money to raise our daughter and only see him when I'm dropping off/picking up our child. I really want to break free of him.
He'll most likely find this blog pretty easily, he's really good at finding out what I do online. So "Hi" to you and feel free to leave a comment DSTBXH, or soon to be dear ex hubby.
I'm depressed about it and sad. I was hoping to feel happy and exhilarated by our decision. Instead all I want to do is eat everything in my path, which I'm resisting. Yay me. The reason I think I'm sad is because I've tried ending it and we always end up back together.
I really want to be free of him. I want to move on with my life and start over. I want to be myself and be happy. Oh well, I shall see.
